Disappointed

I hate being on the defensive. This is where my greatest commit errors. I hate acting like I think we expect that act. It is where I garlic in the worst way I can. 
I'm not happy with the person that I have been here last week. Even though today is Monday, and if I can, I will really be who I am. Even if it does not have any definition, even if it pains me, even if that is not what is expected of me.